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aww Vanilla Twilight is such a cute song :) mm having a duvet day today XD whooo i can work on my story some more, of my charries would co-operate and give me some inspiration! grrr but im still waiting for my softwear for my tablet to hurry up and come : nah well, seeing as i missed them yesterday, pancake ahoy! XP

i feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and stamped on. boys can be so heartless, ive spent the last month with this really awsome guy (or so i thought) he was so nice to me and made me feel special, we kissed a couple of times and i thought he was going to ask me out... but then he has just told me his girlfriend is back and he cant see me anymore. i am sorry but why lead me on like that? i thouhgt he was different, he made me feel realy realy good about myself, now i feel shit and my heart hurts to think about him - i know how Bella Swan feels when Edward left her and it is crap. i think my heart has well and truly broken

well, as you can probably tell i didnt physically die on thursday... but i reckon i near enough drwoned on the 100m FLY! lol anyway after that horribly, pointlessly, moronically, stressful day i can finally relax XD except i cant... bronze medal LAMDA exams are comming up and i havent yet finished learning my pros. aahhhh why is it that song liyrics stick in my head, but the stuff i actually really need just goes through one ear and out the other!? i also have to now orgonise my friends 15th b'day party - her b'day was in October! lol- as well as my own which is next weekend whoooo excited :P naw well. anyway a highlight of my life right